In 2002, I became the target of a conspiracy between Ashley Terjelian Meek, her parents, and their friends, Kristen Place, and her family to intentionally inflict emotional distress on me and get me a charge similar to that of Mrs. Meek's uncle, Ted Terjelian, who is on the Maine Internet Sex Offender Registry.
While Mrs. Meek and her family played games surrounding the conception of my daughter, including Mrs. Meek's father leading me to believe my daughter was aborted, Ms. Place initiated contact with me while I was in a chatroom and lied to me about her age. While I was gone with the fair to try to get out of my head about the conception of my daughter, while working with kids since I've always wanted to be a father and worked well with kids, Ms. Place sent me between 10-15 e-mails without a response.
When I returned to Vermont, Mrs. Meek's father challenged me to a fight over the phone while I was drinking, and I was "absolutely provoked" by his games that entire year and attempting to eliminate me from my daughter's life before she was even born.
By the time I got there, Mrs. Meek had called the police, and her father had left, and I was given a DWI3. That's the way psychopaths play and manipulate. (I didn't realize it was her who called until at least 2003, if that. I wouldn't have shortly later talked to her when she called me had I realized these were the circumstances.)
This physically isolated me in the boonies of Milton when I was already feeling somewhat internally isolated, and Ms. Place was also from Milton. It was also in my conditions that I couldn't have contact with Mrs. Meek, but it was her father I was going over for, but she's the one who called. Like I said, it's just the way psychopaths operate.
I started to hang out with Ms. Place, because I wanted access to her seizure medication just in case I wanted a real way out--cutting wasn't working.
I did eventually ask her to bring it over, after things got so bad for me with drinking violations. I didn't like that I couldn't talk to Mrs. Meek at that point either, and I wanted a way for her to maybe contact me. I asked Ms. Place to lie and say we were together two times, if something happened after I took the pills--she had also taken some, which I told her not to do. (She had talked to me about suicide, because of her mother, and I had talked her out of it on numerous previous occassions.)
The police did show up that night, and she and I both went to the hospital. We both agreed to say that we were together that night, but the doctors were more concerned about the pills we had ingested, and that was never asked, nor was any sort of kit done, which would have revealed nothing.
Our statements were similar, two times, but different on things like condom, no condom, because we didn't work that detail out, just two times. (Ms. Place went with it, because she and Mrs. Meek already had a conspiracy that I didn't know about at the time. I didn't discover the friendship or details of Mrs. Meek's uncle until March, 2008, but that's why Ms. Place was willing to do something like falsely state that.)
CUSI, Chris Carlson and Jeffrey Martel, did an investigation. When they interviewed me, they denied me a lawyer. They also had to have discovered the 10-15 e-mails Ms. Place had sent me without a response and asked her about them at which point her friendship with Mrs. Meek was probably revealed.
On December 6, 2002, my charges from the false confessions came out in the paper, and Mrs. Meek did contact me, after we hadn't spoken since October 26, 2002. She told me I had a daugther born November 15, 2002, but still played games on when I could see her, among other things, but it was acting like she wanted to work things out. (Mrs. Meek and I did speak briefly that night where I was crying to her that night about the birthday letter I had left for her on her birthday, October 22, 2002, that she said she had never received, and I told her that her father must have gotten it, she called me a liar, and her father took the phone and challenged me.)
On December 20, 2002, CUSI, Carlson, came to my house, with officers, and I ignored them, while I cowered in my room. A little later, Carlson called, and I ignored the number, not recognizing it, but then I decided to call it back and realized it was him. He spoke to me in a condescending manner that worried me.
Later that day, Mrs. Meek contacted me as she had been doing everynight for the past two weeks, but this time she said she had to put down the phone and step away from it. While she was gone, we were disconnected, and I felt she was working with Carlson to eliminate me from my daughter's life since I wasn't supposed to have any contact with her (Mrs. Meek), even though it was her who was contacting me, and they were seemingly unconnected to me at the time.
I had an emotional breakdown as a result of all the games that entire year, and I attempted suicide by fire after this happened, and I unintentionally destroyed my childhood home in the process, and I was not expected to live. I had also been eating D-Conn rat poison for at least a month, hoping it would do something.
On May 5, 2003, I was sent to jail on bail, and I was eventually charged that month with "First Degree Arson: The malicious and willful intent to set something on fire," not a suicide attempt during a breakdown.
My public defenders were changed on me 3 times, 4 different public defenders. My third one, Lorin Duckman, did the most for me out of all of them, but he ended up having a conflict with the judge on another case, right after a hearing where he told her he was appealing her decision regarding lowering my bail.
So I lost him, and I was given Richard Haesler, and he didn't do anything. I discredited the majority of the affidavit, which I could because it was all false, and there were some things that Carlson should have noticed, such as a duplicate chat violation with Pam Smith, a lady I briefly met. Either she created the duplicate, or he did, but it was clearly a made up thing, but Haesler didn't want to do anything with anything. He wouldn't even file a 12-D against the "Arson." A 12-D is a motion saying the charge doesn't fit the circumstance.
I also knew my judge wanted to hang me, and Haesler wouldn't do anything, so I had no alternative other than to take my chances with the plea deal on July 13, 2005, because I knew I would not get any fairness at a jury trial with a judge who already had her mind made up about me and a public defender who wouldn't do anything. I knew I could live down what the charges said about me, also mislabeling me as a "high risk to reoffend" based on the arbitrary static-99; however...
I was barely seeing my daughter at this time as well. On Friday, December 2, 2005, I went to a local bingo hall, The American Legion, with my friend, Theresa Mead, and it was brought to my attention that Ms. Place was there. I returned my stuff and left without incident.
I left a letter at the front of probation attached to my sign-in sheet for Suzanne Dubuc, my PO, explaining what happened and how I removed myself.
The next time I saw her, approximately a week later, she told me that Ms. Place had filed a report alleging that I gave her the finger on my way out. I told her that I didn't and asked her if she had gotten my letter, which she should have, because it was attached to my sign-in sheet, and if she didn't get the sign-in sheet, then she would have definitely had me meet sooner than she did, after Ms. Place filed her false report. (Her father had also alleged that I was driving, but I didn't know he did that until December 29, 2005).
Ms. Dubuc told me not to return to the Legion, and I told her that I would just continue going to "the Grange on Tuesday nights." She asked me if I had ever seen Ms. Place there, and I told her no--Ms. Place had "never" been there.
On December 27, 2005, Ms. Place and her boyfriend, David Ballard Jr., planted themselves at the Grange without my awareness of their presence. They went to the manager and tried to get me kicked out, and she just told them that she had never seen them before, and I was a regular, so they would have to leave. As the manager later testified, nothing else was said that night, and I was not aware of anything that was transpiring with that.
On December 28, 2005 Ms. Place and Mr. Ballard filed statements alleging that I touched her in the chest, and there were numerous contradictions when she later testified. Nichole Andreson and Ms. Dubuc didn't seem to mind, because they were prepared to lie about the letter I left for Ms. Dubuc, and I'm certain Ms. Dubuc was telling Ms. Place where I was going and what I was doing, based on what happened on January 31, 2006.
I had court at the end of January, 2006, but the judge, Cashman, recused himself because he knew my father. Outside the courthouse Ms. Dubuc asked me if I was still going to the Grange. I told her that I was but that I was making sure they weren't in there before I entered.
On January 31, 2006, after I made sure they weren't in the Grange and entered, the manager approached me and said that she thought Mr. Ballard may have come in, but all he did was look around, ask how much cards were, and not reserve a seat. After I was there for a couple minutes, he and Ms. Place attempted to enter the Grange and created a big scene.
I told Ms. Dubuc about this on February 1, 2006 when I met her for our scheduled meeting, and she blamed me and banned me from going to any bingo, isolating me from the only real outside hobby I had at the time. To this very day, Ms. Place has never been to the Grange since, just those two times--acting in accordance with what I was telling Ms. Dubuc. (I had quit other hobbies as well just so that Ms. Place wouldn't possibly hear from somebody who knows her who sees me going somewhere on a regular basis.)
When we had a hearing regarding her reports, it was obvious she was lying, but the judge, Brian Grearson; the prosecutor, Nichole Andreson, and Ms. Dubuc did not care. They ignored the conflicting testimony and contradictions. Grearson even prolonged the hearing for seven months until October, 2006 rather than allowing an extra hour for my witnesses to testify. Even with that time passing, their testimony was still more accurate than Ms. Place's, because their testimony was/is based on the truth.
Grearson said that he found no evidence that I did anything on December 2, 2005 and removed myself, but that I had any awareness of Ms. Place's presence on January 31, 2006, but found that I was in violation of not removing myself from the Grange on December 27, 2005, but not that there was any fact to Ms. Place's reports. Those were the only things that said I had an awareness, and I did self-report January 31, 2006, which shows I had an awareness--I just couldn't safely do anything about it.
The VSC upheld the violation, even quoting the part where Grearson said that there's no evidence I had an awareness of Ms. Place's presence on January 31, 2006. I self-reported it to Ms. Dubuc on February 1, 2006, and she wrote a distorted affidavit about it. If I didn't have an awareness then she would have been unable to do that. I self-reported December 2, 2005 and January 31, 2006, but I couldn't self-report something I wasn't aware happened on December 27, 2005.
Before the VSC ruled on the violation, however, I was being blackmailed by Ms. Dubuc and my group "sex offender" counselor, Gary Martin, to accept repsonsibility for the violation, one week before my "last group," or I would have to continue going to group. It had been 5-6 months, and it was still on appeal, and I put my foot down with them.
I had started to create this website at the end of 2006, risking violation of my conditions, just to expose the incorrect violation of my conditions and unethical behavior in the system, as well as the situation around my daughter.
I ignored Ms. Dubuc and her blackmail attempt and didn't go to see her for our meeting the next day, nor to my "last group" the next week. I would have went had they not started blackmailing me, and I sincerely believe Ms. Dubuc was telling Ms. Place where I was going and what I was doing. As I have said numerous times, to this day, Ms. Place has never returned to the Grange, even when I was isolated by probation from any bingo for six months.
After I didn't see her, she was telling me that I was "in denial" while talking on my cellphone. This was extremely stressful, because I was not "in denial," and I wasn't going to be blackmailed either. I hung up on her, and she called the home phone, and my mother answered it. Ms. Dubuc also felt she was at liberty to tell my mother that I was "in denial" when I wasn't. My mother made me get on the phone, and I was getting really tired of Ms. Dubuc, and she said, "I suggest you come in and see me right now," or she would have an arrest warrant for me. I responded, "I suggest you go to my website, justice for vermonters dot org."
Ms. Dubuc lied at my arraignment and said that my mother wouldn't put me on the phone, but she was the one insisting and only reason I took the call and listened to more of Ms. Dubuc's insanity and blackmail.
I went to the courthouse to see if she had filed for an arrest warrant, but she never did, and I eventually returned home. Later that evening, DOC employees with a MPD officer came to my house and stole my computer, violating my Freedom of Speech against their tyrranization of me, and I was arraigned the next day. None of this would have happened had it not been for the conspiracy between Mrs. Meek and Ms. Place, or the false reports, but I was violated for not going to group, not going to see her, and for my site.
(Funny, if you think about it, I was using the Internet, but I wasn't doing anything bad on it. I am "not a predator or pedophile" (Bill Nash--psychosexual evaluator), and I shouldn't have been treated like one, but this is the illusion they have tried making society believe while trying to force me into very tough positions and to become what they want me to be by trying to cause me distress by behaving very unethically and very much appearing to be very much a part of the conspiracy between Mrs. Meek and Ms. Dubuc to cause me distress and all this did help stop me from seeing my daughter in 2007. The last time I had seen her was on January 7, 2007 when Mr. Meek ambushed me and attempted to hit my sister with his car in front of my daughter. I got a bad court ruling on January 30, 2007 where nobody else was allowed at the visits, and it left me no protection against more lies. Keep in mind that this was just a valid concern, but I didn't know there was a conspiracy, or rather fully see it, until I was released from probation in March, 2008.)
I went to jail for 42 days, and I lost my college grants and failed a whole semester of college as a result of this, but they weren't leaving me any other alternative than to put my foot down.
The VSC did uphold the violation, but I can also show them that they are wrong in upholding it. The false reports were never substantiated, but I was still violated for not removing myself on December 27, 2005 when I had no awareness Ms. Place was even at the Grange. I had an awareness of her presence on December 2, 2005, removed myself and self-reported it; I had an awareness of her presence on January 31, 2006, but couldn't remove myself safely at that point, and I self-reported it to Ms. Dubuc the next day, but I had no awareness of her presence on December 27, 2005. All testimony indicated that I was only aware of her presence on two occassions. In their ruling, the VSC supported Grearson when he said that there was no evidence I had an awareness of Ms. Place's presence on January 31, 2006. I couldn't have self-reported that the next day to Ms. Dubuc, which caused her to write a distorted addendum regarding, which is evidence, but the VSC supported this ruling. Ms. Dubuc also had to realize how erroneous the ruling was before blackmailing me, and she did have a big smile on her face after Grearson inappropriately found me guilty. That's a sign of a psychopath.
As I mentioned, Mr. Meek attempted to hit my sister with his car on January 7, 2007, but nothing was done about this. Jeffrey Martel, the same arrogant and corrupt officer from CUSI, was now with SBPD, and he was the one who had the final say in doing nothing about Mr. Meek. Mr. Martel even blamed my sister for it.
Ms. Dubuc eventually stopped being my probation officer a few months after my release from jail, and I was given a better probation officer, but at this point, the damage had been done, and I was smoking pot again, after not doing it for 2.5 years, and I was unsatisfactorily discharged as a result of that and not accepting responsibility for the violations that occurred as a result of the conspiracy. Being unsatisfactorily discharged when I was headed for an early satisfactory discharge before December, 2005 was an insult, and it hurts my chances of getting probation should anything arise in the future. I was ahead in group, and without the distraction of the reports, I would have finished before the mandated 18 months. (Those programs are geared toward undereducated people in terms of time--it would take them longer to do the work in the books, and the work was hard at times, and I'm educated. The programs are also geared toward "teaching" compassionate action and empathy, things that none of these officials have. The books are geared toward somebody who actually forces themselves on somebody and doesn't care if the person cries, or people who take advantage of little children, but not for somebody who was pursued and lied to by a sexually active teenager or for something consensual in those regards, and that made it especially difficult at times.)
As I was working on an appeal for custody of my daughter, I asked the VSC if I could file a supplemental brief and said that I could prove the conspiracy between Mrs. Meek and Ms. Place if I was allowed to file it. I shared the motion with Mrs. Meek, as is required by rules of discovery. Shortly after she received it, she was on the phone with Ms. Place on October 20, 2008, and Ms. Place started falsely accusing me again by claiming that my friend and I were outside her house in my friend's "gold car," but that had been destroyed in an accident ten months prior to this. (I had also sent Ms. Place some e-mails in September, 2008 to try to get her to file something so that I would have a way of getting her address to subpoena her for her father's address for my lawsuit regarding them. I also stated some of the facts of the conspiracy in the e-mails, which is why she didn't file with them right off. I was also rude in them, but I did not make any threats, just suggestions and wishes, to prove that she does not have the mental or emotional imprint an actual victim would have. I was violently raped when I was 20, and I can definitely say that I felt a lot of similar feelings regarding what the system was doing to me.)
In November, 2008, there was a hearing for Ms. Place's false no-stalking order based on the two old e-mails and her lie that my friend with an injured back from the accident, and I, were outside in her wrecked car. At the hearing, Gregory Rainville presided, and Ms. Place freely said that she was on the phone with Mrs. Meek on October 20, 2008.
At a hearing for my lawsuit in August, 2008, Mr. Meek said, "We have no idea who they are" when asked if they knew who the Places were.
Rainville upheld the no-stalking order based on the two old e-mails, but in the order, it doesn't even say anything about e-mailing. It just gives Ms. Place the ability to falsely accuse me and cause me some real problems again, if she sees me in public, even without my knowing.
Shortly after he did this, I noticed comments on the video of Mr. Meek attempting to hit my sister with his car that were more threatening than anything I said in the e-mails. The comments echoed of Mr. Meek, but I later discovered that they weren't from him, but one of Ms. Place's friends. One of the comments said that I "need a lobotomy courtesy of a twelve gauge shotgun." This is similar to what Mr. Meek said to my daughter around April, 2008 that ended in "with a shotgun." I also mentioned January 7, 2007 in the request.
Dennis Pearson found that I did have cause for my request based on January 7, 2007, but that I needed two, and that emails or things online do not qualify. So Ms. Place's order is upheld on what? I tried telling him about a few other things with Mr. Meek, but he wouldn't listen. Mr. and Mrs. Meek were even kicked out of the courtroom and yelling and screaming, slandering me.
On March 20, 2009, I had court regarding visits with my daughter, and, so I thought, other things like counseling for her, after two recommendations, and custody for me. Mrs. Meek was kicked out of there, and you can read about that on "Linda Levitt..."
When I went to get my daughter that night, Mr. Meek was there. Pick ups and drop offs are one mile from where Mrs. Meek lives so she can walk. He approached my car, told me to get out, threatened to 'chase me down and choke me out' a few times, and it's all on tape.
When I requested a no-stalking order based on these new events, Pearson denied it.
I am tired of dealing with this oppressive, tyrannical, hypocritical system that has abused me and come between me and my only child and being able to do anything for her--stop her abuse. This situation is completely ass backwards from what it should be, and that is because psychopaths are in the system, and Mrs. Meek's "parents have connections in the system."
The system can stay out of my life regarding anything to do with the "sex offender" registry, Ms. Place, and/or Mr. and Mrs. Meek. Unless if I commit another crime outside of those factors, the system can stay out of my way, and I will treat any official, who tries to oppress me with anything to do with any of that, accordingly.
I've been a traditional anarchist for the past few years. If this stupid backwards system built on lies, ignoring facts of reality, takes any action against me regarding the registry, Ms. Place, Mr. or Mrs. Meek, then I will view that as a threat to my life, liberty, and freedom, and I am one push away from being a revolutionary anarchist and not caring about anybody in a costume behind a bench or with a gun.
Psychopaths gain positions of authority, as I have clearly shown, and I will treat anybody in the system as coming to take my life and continuing to jeopardize my daughter's safety and well-being, if they think they're going to use any of this bullshit against me, or if I take care of Mr. Meek since the system won't give me relief, and I am becoming "absolutely provoked" by this entire situation.
On a final note. These people are the ones who act like terrorists and don't respect anybody's rights or care about actual child abuse. A lot of them, espcially Carlson and Martel, act like no good Nazis. The CIA employed Nazis and founded and funded Al Qaeda, and the CIA also has/had it's own little kidnapping and pedophile cult. If any official wants to try to oppress or tyrranize me with the registry laws or anything to do with the "sex offender" registry, Ms. Place, Mr. or Mrs. Meek, or any other false reports, then I will treat them as enemy combatants, because I know why the system is acting so dysfunctional, and I will go down fighting it instead of ever complying with it. So if the system wants to send somebody here to oppress me with the registry and try to take away my life, liberty, and freedom, then they should send Carlson, because the way I look at it is kill or be killed, and I will not be locked up where it is easier for them to control me when things get really bad with the NWO, and they work toward depopulization. I will not go peacefully, and I will fight for my life, liberty, and freedom. The system has already made a declaration of war with me, as well as most of you--any Christian, anarchist, constitutional believer, people in blue jeans, etc. is considered a terrorist during Martial Law, which is coming sometime this year due to a manufactured crisis, the economic collapse, devaluing of the dollar, and the banks are all closing in August-September. I know the odds, what's happening, and why the system is so bad now, and I do not respect anybody in it who wants to oppress me with it's laws, and I will view them as a threat to my salvation, as well should all of you. I was judged at the end of 2002 by the only One who has a right to judge when I was given my redemption, after I wasn't expected to live. These people in the system, the courts (the Devil's playground), have no authority over me when they ignore the truth, after allowing people to lie under oath to God and are too stupid to recognize it or too corrupt to admit they are wrong, and I can really show they are wrong.